Filming =)

We went filming today and although I was in a very bad condition but they still tried to put it up with me. Thanks guys =)

This really does shows who is your true friend..although they did not talk to me much but from their expression I could see they really care for me..(except him) >:(

IF you guys are wondering why I was moody, wasn't because he broke my tripod well, partly of it was..
I know I'm at fault for putting the tripod there at the first place. But what really makes me angry is that he didn't even say a word of sorry!! I really wish to forgive him and don't wanna lose him again, but this matter made me think of something else..was it suppose to happen so that I have a reason to stay away from him?

I keep telling myself that what my feelings had for him was just jealousy and not love, but the more I tell myself the same word,the more I hate myself. why are you in my life???why must you be the one person I care so much that every time you did something wrong and I just wish to forgive you all the time??Why must you tell me your part of stories and why must I try so hard to get to know you??
I know I will get hurt myself and yet I still wish to jump in. I know I can't do this but I still wish to be important to you. I know your not mine and I still wish to own you.Why are you doing this to me???

I guess I really can't help but falling in love with you. All I wish for is happiness for you. I know we can always be friends but now I guess is the best time to settle things right. Maybe after time passes and everything is back to normal for me then I can accept the fact that I have gave you up. I wish for the best for you and the best for her too. I hope you don't break her heart as you have broken mine. I hope you will be happy with her as we can no longer be together. But upon all I hope you and I will still be best friends till the end of everything. A best friend that understands me and a best friend that looks after me no matter what happens. =')

and that person is you =')

LOVE STORY ♥ ♥

LOVE STORY ♥ ♥ :

A very poor man lived with his wife. One day, his wife, who had very long hair asked him to buy her a comb for her hair to grow well and to be well-groomed. The man felt very sorry and said no.

He explained that he did not even have enough money to fix the strap of his watch he had just broken. She did not insist on her request. The man went to work and passed by a watch shop,
sold his damaged watch at a low price and went to buy a comb for his wife. He came home in the evening with the comb in his hand ready to give to his wife. He was surprised when he saw his wife with
a very short hair cut. She had sold her hair and was holding a new watch band. Tears flowed simultaneously from their eyes, not for the futility of their actions, but for the reciprocity of their love.

MORAL: To love is nothing, to be loved is
something but to love and to be loved by the one you love, that is EVERYTHING. Never take love for granted.:)

I wish one day,my life will be this happy too =D

Time to let go now

If you have a time machine and you're allow to travel back to the past or choose to see your future..which will you choose?

I notice that many people misunderstood H's character and personality, although I used to hate H but now I think my thinking has changed, weird.

Seeing H with K sometimes make me jealous! Yes, I admit I am jealous. I never understand him back then and I never tried to. All I did was comparing and now I finally understand what it feels like being hurt by someone you care much felt. /.\

But there's nothing I can do to stop I guess,things like relationship can't always be controlled. But I just hope no one gets hurt.

Am I being too sensitive or am I over protective towards H.

Although we are close friends...but I guess I should keep my distance and know where my position is I guess.

Well, I hope H is happy with his own decision and will not regret even if H is just playing. =]