Next, I wanna thank you for making everything clear about our relationship =')
I finally understand that going back would be a suicide mission for me...even if it had to risk our friendship..I still wish to be more than a friend to you.
Between us there is always one invisible line that we can't see or touch. I always wish to know more bout you and want you to know more bout me...I pray everyday for you to one day open up your heart to me and let me into your world and build a new world of ours. But I guess it's impossible now...I still can't forgive myself for letting you go...if not we would be 2 years and 3 months now =']
Asking me to let go a person I have put in my heart for 2 years+ is like asking me to not eat for 2 years..I keep hoping that changing myself into a better me would let you see a better side of me,a side you've never seen and you will love..but I guess changing myself has nothing to do with it doesn't it?
For the first time in my life I've never cried or a guy in my sleep or did I cry for a guy because of our memories together, you are my first and I wish you will be my last =).
After listening to this two songs I really cried for you...still I hope you understand the lyrics of the song and relate that to me =)
I can never think of a better way to make myself not think of you. <3
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